Life: This is Enough

Just a short note. Isa kasi sa New Year's resolution ko ay bawal nang mag-process or mag-isip nang malalim tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay. Well, at least di kasing dalas ng dati.

Naramdaman ko lang kanina na parang kahit alam kong di lahat ng prayers ko natutupad, at maraming bagay na wala ako, there's just that feeling of contentment. You feel that everything you need has been given to you. That the seeds that will lead you to accomplish your dreams are already with you. That you can be happy with the way things are right now, even if things are not perfect.

For this moment, this is enough. I have enough. I am enough.

And to the Creator, let me just say: "Thank you."

Work: Beating a Deadline

I am currently writing the first draft of the analysis and conclusion and appendix part of our final report. I need to finish this before 10pm (it's 5:30pm) because the printing shop will close at 10pm, and I need the printout by 8am tomorrow. So in short, I shouldn't be blogging.

Pero wala lang. Just wanted to write about how I feel right now. I told myself, "finish this na, so later I can watch a movie." And besides, tomorrow is supposed to be a fun day. I have a meeting with my boss. Well, that's not supposed to be fun because she would be giving her comments to on the draft reports I did. That stage usually kills my self-esteem, before it can rise from the ashes and commit to doing the revisions and producing a better report.

But it's supposed to be fun too because my boss has a trip to NHA resettlement sites in Bulacan, and I have never been to those areas. Yun lang. I wanted to go there. I wanted to see what life is like. I've been to only a few resettlement areas, and I didn't get a chance to stay long to observe. So tomorrow, I can do just that. Then, in between site visits, my boss will be "judging" my draft report.

Maybe I should really get a lot of sleep tonight. I have to be physically, mentally, and emotionally prepared for tomorrow.

In the meantime, I'm going back to my report. Writing this blog only took about 5 minutes! :)